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Love Looks Not With The Eyes But With The Heart

~Alex 1.28.15🌷~

I am the world’s shittiest girlfriend.
And I feel like shit;

I am mentally, emotionally and physically drained and in pain.

I feel that I’m not good enough.

I feel alone.

And that makes me want to cry and hide away

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Motivation to do anything is wearing really very thin…

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Just once I’d like someone to feel what I feel and understand me. Or think about me.

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Didn’t I said don’t say “I’m sorry” to me?
I also remember saying not to tell me “I didn’t think about it.”
It’s all very laughable and ironic.

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Oh, you’re awake.

Go ahead an be angry with me.
You have no right to be.
Yell at me anyway.
You have no right to.
Make smart comments.
You have no right to.
Make me feel bad.
You have no right to.
Push me around.
You have no right to.

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I’m so angry.
So go run it all out at the gym, cuz when you come back I’m still gunna be here not saying a word. Because like I said before, I’m not getting into it with you. I’m venting here.

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There’s two pillow cases at the foot of your bed by the way. In case you didn’t look…again.

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